Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Alright, time to calm down crazy-brain

Ever wake up in a fantastic mood, so much so that everyone notices how you've stepped up your game lately and maybe even gravitated toward your good mood?

Then why do they want to fuck up a good thing?

In the last 7 hours, I've had a major incident at work with a colleague in NYC (and family drama). How bad was it? I had 3 different people jump in my cube to tell me:
1. You're doing it right
2. Wow, what's her deal?
3. It's kinda getting to you, but not as bad as we've seen

Look, I've been making an effort lately to make sure that I am aware of my mood. Not only that, but that my mood is my choice, so suck it up, put a smile on your face, and laugh at the world around you. The fact that I can walk pain-free for the first time in 6 months doesn't hurt this at all, either.
So why do people seem to want to take their bad mood and piss on my parade? This is not a 'whoa is me' idea, this is a 'seriously, wtf did I do to you?' thing. Do people out there look for happy people and want to drag them down into their misery? Damn near every time I was aggravated or pissed off (I get it, it was a lot, I know-and I'm sorry), I did everything in my power to get away from people. Hell, I thought I was helping. Tell me, am I nuts here?

Oh well, off to bed. Tomorrow is another day for a chance at victory.

And suck exhaust, Jets fans....B's 5, The 'Peg 3.

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